Page Two: Little Kitty Needs A Home

 

Looking out my window at the beautiful sunrise with my special blend of homemade cappuccino coffee; I contemplated yesterday’s message left by my ex, Kevin. So many mix emotions and memories come to mind and heart. I hate that for the most part I thought I forgave, but at times I resent ever crossing paths with him. As I stand in the window, tears roll down my face as I begin to remember the worst of times and then I whisper, “God, it still hurts. Please help me. I do not want to feel like this anymore. Please help me.” As I stand gazing out the window, I see an abandon cat walking and I said to myself, “I know exactly how you feel little kitty! I have been abandoned too and I would really like for someone to feed and love on me too.” I then decided to go in the kitchen and warm some milk in a bowl and I set it outside my door. As I walked over to check my mailbox, I hear my next door neighbor, Ms. Savannah greet me with a smile and hello. I forced myself to return the smile as I waved back and replied, “Good Morning”.  I sped up my walkway to return into my home before a conversation between us two was able to present itself. I quickly shut my door with a sign of relief, “Whoo, I am glad I got out of that one. Please forgive me Lord, I just can not entertain conversation at this time.”

“Meow, Meow, Meow”, I hear. I turn and walk towards my door as I look out my window, it is the little kitty drinking the milk. I decided to open the door to let her in. “Hey little kitty! You wanna come in?” She walked in and I grabbed the bowl of milk I set outside. “I am Ruth, what is your name?” She just stares back and forth at me as she licks her fur.  “Great!” I thought. “I have resorted to talking to a cat that I know can not talk back.” “OMG!” “Let’s see here, you do not have a collar, so I do not know who you belong to.” As I walked towards my breakfast nook, the little kitty followed me. I sat down to begin sorting through my mail and she starts roaming the kitchen. I say aloud, “I see you know how to make yourself at home little kitty”. “Well, go right ahead, everyone should have a home to go to and someone to love.” As I sorted through the mail, I had an envelope address to me from Kevin. I screamed out loud, “Are You Serious Right Now?” “Huh, Lord why me?” Why now?” “Please just leave me alone”. It was an 8 x 11 envelope and it felt like something was in it. My eager curiosity led me to open it and it was a cd with a written letter. “Huh, not again”. I knew this was major when Kevin sends me a cd with a written letter. I remember his memorizing vocals that always seemed to put my heart at ease.  I knew the emotional rollercoaster had begun, but I was determined to fight against it.

I pulled out my phone to schedule an appointment online right away with my  Life & Relationship Empowerment Coach, Samantha. I know I needed professional back up before I read the letter and listened to the c.d. The soonest she had an appointment was this coming Friday around 3:00 p.m. so I booked it without hesitation. I could not help but notice the scent of his cologne on the written letter. The cologne I introduced him to and bought him on his birthday, Valentine’s day and Christmas. He made sure to include a gift card to my favorite wellness spa, SUIPStyle.com Wellness Lounge. I acknowledged out loud, “He made sure to try to communicate to all my senses with this one.” “Huh, Samantha, I need you now, I thought.” “But I am going to have to call Chanel for now.” So I picked up the phone and rang one of my closest and most responsible girlfriends, Chanel. “Hey Nelly, it’s your girl Ruth” please return my call. I need to speak with you ASAP! He contacted me girl!”

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Hi I am the Founder of New You Wellness Lifestyle Multimedia Publication. I am also the Pastoral Counselor of New You Wellness Online Institute where my team and I provide Holistic Life & Relational Wellness Coaching, biblical counseling and soon to be therapy sessions via telephone sessions and video conference sessions. We provide in person biblical counseling sessions, therapy sessions, wellness workshops, wellness events and wellness retreats at our New You Wellness Suites locations. I hope you have been blessed by the content within New You Wellness Lifestyle Multimedia Publication. Please consider becoming a New You Wellness Lifestyle Subscriber where we can improve our current multimedia content to strengthen your faith and wellness in your everyday lifestyle.

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